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I love reading books, A LOT. I also enjoy listening to music and watching various genres of movies.


Thursday, December 10, 2009

PreLim eXam==2nD sEmeSteR

It's exam week and thankfully one more week to go classes would be over-unfortunately, only temporarily due to Christmas vacation. And as what was earlier stated, it's our prelim exam week,but I barely feel it. I don't fuss, the way I usually do. I'm not relaxed, though I may not be doing anything, I'm hazard. Well, whatever. I do have lots of things on my mind lately.

One thing I'm excited about, though is the upcoming Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 1 movie, coming out this November 2010. Quite some time, but I can wait. I can certainly wait.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Stars I Love:

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The Harry Potter trio

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Ashley Tisdale

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Gossip Girl

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BFFs Demi Lovato and Selena Gomez

Gossip Girl

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Friday, November 20, 2009

What I'm Loving Now!!!

What I'm Loving Now:

book: Secret of a Vampire
by: Kerrelyn Sparks

song(s): Its Over
by: Jesse McCartney

Told You So
by: Jesse McCartney

Cowboy Casanova
by: Carrie underwood

Guilty Pleasure
by: Ashley Tisdale

Talking 'Bout Grades

I did just fine the first semester of the first year of my college life. Though, unfortunately I was able to gain a 2.2 grade in one of my minors (ano lage wala nagtarong, theology pa jud, na lang..). Apart from that I did just fine. I'm truly hoping I could be part of our Dean's List that's why I'll be working harder this time.



Forgetful Me!!!

Okay, its November and in a less than 2 months 17th birthday here I come!!

So maybe that's the reason why I'm getting so forgetful. I forget lota and various stuff, important or not. And truly its getting annoying because I don't considerstuffs I forget unimportant. They have their own value at their own valuable time. Sigh...

I'm so trying hard to remenber what the hell is my facebook account. The hell, I guess I just have to change it, but what a bother. Anyways, its a bad topic for my first November entry but what can I do? It's my blog anyway, so you can't do anything. Heheheheh....

I love freedom!!!

You might think you hate me, but you know that deep inside you know that YOU LOVE ME;


Thursday, October 15, 2009



------> A real haven to every bookaholic like ME!!!

song: hair by: Ashley Tisdale

------> So appropriate... I've just cut my hair SHORT!! arg!!!
I miss my long, curly locks.

movie: shorts

------> Super hilarious...

author: susan elizabeth phillips

------> I love her books... To the highest LOVE (sorry J.K)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

What I'm Loving NOW:

book: THE VAMIPRE DIARIES (!!!!!!)
so much better than the twilight saga (but I still and ALWAYS will love Harry Potter)

song: Crank It Up by: Ashley Tisdale
love the music video... SOOOO much


Yehey! After the consecutive bad lucks that pass my way, finally (truly FINALLY!!!!) there has been something to be truly thankful and happy about. And it had been so unexpected and so huge (HUGE!!) that I still can't get over it so... to break all the thrills I'm gonna spill the beans......

........ we (Noella a Paris) won 3rd place in the 2nd La Cumida Grande Empaque, the semestral competition/ culminating program in the HRM students Culinary subject. It was held las tOctober 07, 2009 and though it had been a week ago, I still feel victorous because it had(like what was stated) so unexpected that I still couln't grip the reality and it still feel like I'm in a haze. A good haze this time. But sadly afterwards, the chaotic world called FINAL EXAMS arrives and crashed and ruined the moment. And then, way before I could ever have some rest (a REAL and ABSOLUTE, LONG rest) there goes the

Well gotta say bye-bye. Still got an exam in a couple of minutes..


Monday, September 28, 2009

Unlucky Me!!!!

I actually don't know when my unluckiness had started. All I know is that for almost a month I had been the unluckiest person in the whole widest world I have ever known! Losing every material things that actually mattered to me, things that I actually treasured a WHOLE LOT. And know what ? It sucks!!!!!!! Im so getting sick of everything that is happening to me. I don't know if I'm just making excuses for myself or I'm just naturally unlucky this month. But I do hope it changes, because if it won't... I'm doomed to hell. Actually doomed to hell.


Friday, September 25, 2009

Almost Hopeless

If ever I had been so hopeful, I've almost drowned every single bit of it. I'm in the point of which I'm slowly dissolving, and finding ways for escape. But then you would realize that the escape that you oh so craved is gone, that it's not even there to start with. I'm dying to die. I just don't know what else to do. I've done my best, but here we go again, my best, as usual, is never enough. And I'm nearing the point of saying "I gave up!" but the honest truth is I've already had. That, at least, is what I thought. But stupid as I am, I know I still have faith, that somehow I would be able to have my things again. To be able to appreciate it all over again. And it's almost refreshing to think about. Almost, but not completely. And then here goes the What Ifs and If Onlys. It's almost tiring to go all over again, but it's the only known redemption, my own salvation of the guilt and the grief I'm currently going through.

I hate going through the motions. Hate going through the pain and confessions. Because I know, time will come when I will have to tell my parents what had happened, and honestly I don't know how to tell the truth to them. How to face the consequences that I know would eventually come. And it's gonna be bad, super bad. Which makes me wish to die all the more sooner. But I know that's another wish that will have to wait in vain.


LOST: cellphone, mp3, rosary, usb, and my 16 years of existance

I'm sad and currently full of grief. I've just lost my pouch, of which contains the most valuable objects of my life. Every single things represent an important person: my mom and dad, my friends, my GOD, and myself. Now I have carelessly lost it. Now I'm barely whole, barely living, barely surviving. I'm grieving, just like a person would grieve for a loved one. It seems that my heart had gone numb, because of the terrible pain I'm feeling. I'm trying hard to cope up, to not to cry, and to be okay. But it's hard, when you know you've just lost your past, your very own identity and the most precious memories of my life.

It's like I'm not living. I feel I'm in a haze, everything seems just like a dream. I have hope I could turn back time too many times, for almost the same reasons. But right now I couln't wish for more than to go back in time, I could not have any better reason, any better way, because blaming myself is not enough. Planning of killing me isn't gonna make my past, my things, my "temple" back. I can only pray, that GOD would help me survive through this. I can only hope that time will come I can forgive myself, that one day I would thought of this day and laugh at my own foolishness. I'm stupid, and I couldn't phrase or describe myself better, because I know that I am and I know I could never change it, because I AM.

This is the longest entry that I have, and I don't know if someone will ever share my pain. But writing everything down, every misery and guilt I have felt since yesterday, will always be remembered. Teaching me a lesson, making me feel the lost, the emptiness and the once in a lifetime kind of pain. This pain is caused more than love could, because with love, at least I could blame someone. But this kind of pain I blame myself alone.


Thursday, September 3, 2009


Sigh. It's already September and nex week..... exam again.

Anyways, I've just downloaded Ashley Tisdale's new album, Guilty Pleasure and may I say the album ROCKS!!!

And I;m certainly not being biased. The album is really good. I love her songs. Every single bit of it. From "How Do You Love Someone?" to "Delete You." And the lyrics of every single song is just so meaningful and accurate to every emotions a human heart could ever feel. HEHEHEHEHE!!

gotta go


Tuesday, August 18, 2009


Okay, so here is the recap of the happenings of my dearest life this month of August:

August 5: I watched Harry Potter and the Half- Blood Prince!!! (with my mom..)
Comment: The movie is way better than the Order of the Phoenix, but it's still a bit lacking.

August 6: Its was confirmed that tour school have 2 cases of influenza A(H1N1).
Comment: Yehey!! No class till August 14!!

August 12: I watched HArry Potter 6 again!!! (my myself!!)
Comment: No disturbance.. At last.

August 14: Start of classes
Comment: sigh.. ('nough said)

August 18: Midterm Exam!!!
Comment: Oh no!!!

August 19: I maid another blog. (in this time)

And that's it friends! See you next time

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

I'm so pissed of today. Why on earth do I get the blame when I'm the one who tried everything to do everything?
I TRULY HATE THIS DAY!!!!! Nothing, AND I MEAN NOTHING, could ever make this day perfect. NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!

so angry,
djRtp_aNniE '09

Monday, July 20, 2009


This day is soOoOoo tiring. I was sort of hoping I could just lay back and read (again) the Harry Potter and the deathly Hallows. but unfortunately this day turns out to be so hectic and so demanding.


Anyways, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince finally hits the theaters. Unfortunaly, not still here on where I live. So I'm patiently and eagerly waiting for its release here.

So that's that for now. See you all soon.

all smiles,
djRtp '09

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Paper Cut (part 4 of 6)

(My own Black Hole)

Coz I watched it all went crashing down
I just couldn't stop staring
Couln't move a single limb
Just to try to escape

Couln't shout your name and ask for help
And you're nowhere to be seen
The blood dripping from me
Coz of this paper cut

Coz I watched it all went crashing down
I just couldn't stop staring
Couln't move a single limb
Just to try to escape

Couln't shout your name and ask for help
And you're nowhere to be seen
The blood dripping from me
Coz of this paper cut


Finally! The most awaited event of my collge first examination! Speaking of which, I think I'm doing great. It's not execllent, but at least it is great. I hope to do better to the coming exams and do the best that I could.

all smiles,

djRtp '09

P.S. Harry potter and the HAlf Blood Prince, the most awaited movie of my whole life, has finally, FINALLY, arrived!!!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Paper Cut (part 3 of 6)

I'm standing here
Lost in my own world
Not noticing I'm waiting,
Waiting for your coming home

And I watched as all seasons change;
Winter, summer, spring and fall
And the sound of blood dripping
Echoing in these four walls.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

I've Done It!

Wohoo! I finally was able to ace one of my quiz. And really it's about time. After studying so hard, and memorizing stuffs, I was able to get the perfect score in our quiz in HRM 12-Lab. God I'm so proud of myself.
Ohhh.. The day of our1st examination is getting nearer and nearer and I'm getting edgier and edgier every moment. But I'm also still having fun (I've just borrowed a new novel from the library, hehehe).

I'm soooo never gonna change(not that I want to, hey! I LOVE MYSELF)

Well, I'e gotta go, still have class in a few minutes.

all smiles & xoxo,
djRtp '09

Monday, July 6, 2009

Oh,oh.. Prelim Exam Alert!

It's no doubt, being a student is very hand work and not to mention expensive. And speaking of such, next week would be the "terro week," examination will start, and honestly I'm so excited. And I truly don't know why. I feel so weird, really, really weird.

i'm sooooo excited this month of July because it's Harry Potter month. And after almost 2 years of waiting, finally the Half-Blood Prince is ON!

I gotta eat my lunch now, so it's time to say goodbye.

djRtp '09

Paper Cut (part 2 0f 6)

But it all went crashig down before my eyes
I counldn't stop staring
Counln't move a finger
To try to sort it all out

I couldn't shout a single word
Not even shout out "help!"
And you're no where to be seen
You're to where to heal my cut, the paper cut

Thursday, July 2, 2009


Hilary Duff will be entering the social elite circle of Upper East High! She's actually gonna play a movie star in the 3rd season of my most loved and most adored t.v. series.
Oh my, oh my, I'm so excited on seeing Hilary Duff once again. I've so missed her so much.

HUGE smiles and XOXO,
djRtp '09

QUIZ malfunction.. sigh.

Of all the things that could happen in my inexsistance, after all the stuying I've done yesterday noon on my quiz for HRM 11 I failed because of a slight "malfunction."
I actually wasted at least 8 point (8 points!) because of this "glinch." And you know what it truly did disappoint me, because for once in my entire inexistance I actually study hard, and waht did I get? A FAILING GRADE! nothing less.
Sigh, I guess I just have to work harder. Really and truly harder. This is the path I have taken and I should stand firm with it. It's a lesson learned.
So next time I'll be more careful!..


All smiles and xoxo,
djRtp '09

Paper Cut (part 1 of 6)

(Inspired by Lindsay Lohan's song, Black Hole)

I'm rereading all the letters'
As I'm lying on the floor
Reliving all the sweet filled words
While shedding a tear or two
Remembering the good times and the fights.

I truly thought that this is it
The final romance,
The happy ever of my life
But I couln't be that much wrong...

Monday, June 29, 2009

"Here I am once again..."


My favorite author, Gena Showalter (for now). But I wasn't able to read any book of hers.

(If only I could ever read The Nymph King...)
Well, we'll never know.

djRtp '09

QUiZ alert!

It's another hard and tiring day. Though I've only got two subjects this whole day (HRM 10 in the morning and TOUR A in the afternoon), both teachers decided to give us a quiz. Oh! How lucky we are .
Anyways, apart from those hated quizzes my day is almost perfectly fine. And yesterday was just so perfect!. I get to buy the Gossip Girl Season 1 dvd!.. Becaus it's now officialy my favorite TV show(and YES i LOVE CHUCK BASS, so mean...)
I'm so excited tomorrow(wednesday) because there's no class. Ah! I'm FREE! yeah!

So that's that for now dearest people of the universe. Time to say bye-bye!


djRtp '09

Saturday, June 27, 2009

In a Rush but Coping Up!

Ok I'm gonna rush. I've so limited time and so much to do, and too many assignment to make, not to mention to many quizzes to study. It's so tiring to be a student. But I love learning. I actually want to learn lots and lots of languages, especially French, considered to be the most romantic language in the world.
But of course though no matter how tough my schedule is, it seems I could sti;; find a way to read books. As a matter of fact I have one right at this moment. It's title is Lascher by Anne Rice, I truly don't know who Anne Rice is but the book is new (I only borrowed it in our library-MY FAVORITE PLACE IN THE WORL) and it's fantasy. And I love fantasy.
So, this is for now. I gotta run.

djRtp '09

Thursday, June 25, 2009

What a day!.. It's truly the start of the rainy season here in the Philippines. It's raing so hard and it's so cold!.. It's my fault I forgot to bring amy jacket; a warm one.